Demonic Sleep Paralisis

[kacras07]

I was a atheist for most of my life until i went though Demonic Sleep Paralysis. I found the Godrules youtube page and i like how the man that runs this channel makes his case and being a new Christian it makes a lot of sense to me. I just thought i would share what happened with me and get others ideas on the subject.


This is long story i will start with my second demonic attack that lead me to Jesus. The first time i was attacked was 10+ years previously i was depressed and when i started experiencing it i thought i was going crazy and i somehow ignored it. This demon was attacking me for a very specific sin i had committed so i quit doing it and it left for 10+ years. First off i want to say i am and always have been clean i have never done drugs and i do not even drink i have always been 100% sober.


The night it happened i had a dream about a girl i was trying to make my g/f. In the dream we were walking down the street together when all the sudden there was this man. Somehow i knew who he was (he had attacked me 10 years before this and i had completely forgot about it). He did not say anything but he had pictures of me embarrassing pictures of a sin i had committed and he showed them to this girl. She was disgusted and turned and walked away and left me standing there with this man. As soon as this happened i woke up because i could just tell something was not right with this dream.

When i woke up i heard a extremely loud electrical buzzing in my ear it was so loud i thought i was going to loose my hearing. I went to roll over in bed and i felt something coming out of my left nostril and at that point i started to get paralyzed. Whatever came out of my nose i felt going down my arm and when it came out of my nose i could feel my sinuses pop kinda like when you have a bad cold and you blow your nose. I can still move my eyes and I'm looking around to see wtf is going on and i notice a light on my ceiling. It's not that bright and its about 8" or so wide and not a perfect circle and there is light running down the wall from it like the light is water it was really weird.

After i notice that this demon starts manifesting things in my room trying to make me feel horrible about myself showing me pictures and video of past events lets just say I'm not proud of. At this moment i was thinking omg God is real and hes really pissed off at me. I couldn't really move and i didn't feel like i could even talk but somehow i managed to say "I'm sorry God". And that's when it started to flash like red/black/white strobe lights is the only way i can describe it, i think it was trying to simulate hell because i mentioned God. So im laying there thinking wtf and this is going to probably sound weird but at this point i wasn't even scared anymore i was kinda pissed off and i was thinking this will end this has to end. I don't know how long it even went on for but this thing was tormenting the hell out of me in my room. But eventually was able to yell "LEAVE" and a short while after i yelled it it very slowly dissipated and i was able to move again. Needless to say i didn't sleep the rest of the night.

I start looking up what happened to me and came across some videos on youtube calling it sleep paralysis. And there is a Christian guy saying the only way to get rid of it is though accepting Jesus. But as an atheist I'm still hesitant to do it because praying always felt stupid to me like it was childish because there's not actually a God its just all make believe. But i start looking up religious videos and trying to learn more about Jesus, i watched Passion of the Christ a movie i thought i would never watch. And i start to get comfortable with the idea of God and Jesus being real. After about a week or so if trying to build my belief up i pray and i accept Jesus and i start praying every night for Jesus to protect me in my sleep.

So about a month later i am happy i have not been attacked in my sleep and im continuing to read the bible and watch religious vids on youtube then i get attacked again. Again i was asleep and i was having a dream that seemed pretty normal when all the sudden in the dream i start talking and at first the stuff I'm saying makes sense. But i keep going and my words go from making sense to wtf am i saying this is not even English and i cant stop myself. At this point i wake up again and again i feel it come out of my nose like a big worm and i feel my sinuses pop. But this time i actually hear this demon kind of grunt or groan when it came out of me which was VERY scary. And im scared to death because i cant see it but i heard it groan and then it clicks in my head PRAY! So i start praying to Jesus and asking him to help me. Then i start hearing footsteps running i thought this demon was running down the hall of my house and I'm laying there still kinda paralyzed. Then all the sudden i heard a door creek open then slam.

At first i thought this demon literately ran down my hall way and then out of my front door. But the more i thought about it the more that didn't make sense because for one that's not what my front door sounds like my door don't creek. I know now that this was a spiritual doorway that closed and in the dream the things that the demon was attacking me for seemed to have been erased and it could not use against me anymore because i had repented them. I don't think this demon even knew about me finding religion when it returned it seemed shocked at what it found. And when i woke up and started praying in Jesus name it wanted to get out of there as quick as it could, it was scared.

At first i didn't know what to think though, to me Jesus had let me down because i kept praying to him to protect me and yet the demon came back. To be honest at first i felt let down but the more i thought about it the more i realized that this demon did not attack me with my past sins and they seemed to have been erased completely. I think it was trying to get me to say some kind of spells in my sleep. So i prayed and told Jesus i did not know what i was saying and that it was beyond my control and to please break any curses or spells or ties this demon had on me. So this verified in my mind that Jesus was real i was forgiven for my past sins and this demon was shocked that it couldn't attack me anymore.

I was attacked again though not quite a month later but this demon seemed different. It worked in ways the other one hadn't and its calling card was different. When i went to bed something in the air did not feel right. And i kept hearing noises in my bedroom not exactly foot steps but like bumps and they seemed to be getting closer and closer to my bed. I'm laying there freaking out praying to Jesus asking him for help and wondering if I'm just being paranoid or if there really is a demon in my room. Then i hear a bump right beside my bed and i feel like a needle poke me in the leg. Then i hear a bump at the head of my bed then under my bed then my blanket starts getting pulled off me. At that point i jump out of bed and use Jesus name and tell it to leave.

I stay up for a while praying and thinking about the blanket being pulled because nothing had physically done anything like that to me until that point. Eventually i decide that ok i rebuked this demon in Jesus name i have been praying hopefully i can go back to bed and get some sleep. I end up having another dream... i was in a shop and i was talking to the guy behind the counter he seemed like a friendly guy but there was something off about him he kinda had a Charles Manson vibe, not kidding. But he asks me for $1 bill so i reach in my wallet and i hand it to him and he take my hand that had the $1 bill in it and he waves his hand over the $1 bill. The bill turns into this miniature city in my hand made out of tons of silver and gold coins and diamonds. Again I'm like this is not right and i wake up.

This time nothing comes out of my nose i hear no footsteps but i have demonic symbols in my vision. At first i see like some type of pentagram thing with a bunch of symbols there was one symbol that was glowing green and stood out like it wanted me to pay attention to it, It was a alien skull/head. and i blinked my eyes pretty fast so i only seen these symbols for fractions of a second. But each time i blinked the symbol would change the second one i cant remember what it was the third symbol looked kinda like a line of computer code but had very alien looking fonts. I know this was no alien abduction i never seen aliens at all during my attacks but i can now draw a connection between the demonic and aliens. Either that or the demons were trying to trick me into think they were aliens and not demons in hopes i would quit praying and give up on religion.

But after that the sleep paralysis stopped and has not been back. I think the demon was trying to make a deal with me though it seemed to be trying to buy my soul maybe? The weird thing was i never told it no i was just shocked and woke up. I did pray afterwards that i would never sell my soul and i wanted nothing to do with satan and i rebuke all evil.

There was some very odd happenings throughout this experience though. There was something that happened that really shook me up because to me it implied that there was no free will. Something happened 6+ months previously and it ended up i was the one that did it. How could i have done something before it had even happened? Even at the time i felt there was something weird but i ignored it. Then 6+ months later i get attacked and it turned out i was the one that had did it. I was wondering if demons were controlling my destiny and messing with me. But i since learned that only God knows the future i think it was the Holy Spirit convicting me of sin. God truly works in mysterious ways and when i think back about how this all came together I'm just in awe. He truly does know me personally and he knows how my mind works and what it would take to get me to believe.

I wish i could have had a positive experience that lead me to God and not a demonic one. But i think if i would have had dreams of angels i would have just blown it off as a dream. The only way i could take it seriously was to have a negative experience it's the only thing i would listen to and take seriously. I am actually glad i had my experience now because it converted me.